Mama

mama,
you bore me to death,
you’re making me sing it aloud
sing it all out,
and i feel scared.

mama,
don’t you even realise,
that i see right through you ,
and all your lies,

mama,
its happening so fast,
that i’m loosing my mind,
and spining around,
all i see is black,

is this how they’ll come for me,
make me struggle and scream,
somehow i don’t think i’m ready,

is this how i have to go,
i don’t really know,
mama i need you to show me how,
i have to leave.

mama,
is it true what they say,
that we all go one day,
all alone,
with no one beside.

mama,
are you ready to let me go,
cause i don’t you want to wonder why,
i didn’t say goodbye,
and just left.

i didn’t want you feel the pain,
i know you have before,
so i’m just gonna now,
before i see you break down,
and it kills me twice to see you cry,
still i have to go, goodbye,
just don’t worry for me,
i will be waiting here,
just take your time,
don’t hurry please,
and here are my apologies,
just keep them,
with my memories.

||i love my mum, alot, and i guess that this ^^ is about a kind of life cycle of  child, you start getting irritated by your parents, and then when its too late you realize, just how stupid you were, and in this case here, the child is dying, and is trying to apologize for all the stuff she’s done. ||